>>6496622Once you get to the point of complete and utter blackpill you become faced with two options. 1) give up and slowly die 2) realize that things being shit in your every day irl, even though it is due to the kikes and everything else, is ultimately your own fault.
Why is it ultimately your own fault? Because you allow yourself to be defeated. Yea the game is rigged, yea its all bullshit, yea the kikes need to die, but is that any reason to fold your hand and behave self destructively out of spite? No! Being red pilled means that even if you have literally nothing to your name you are better equipped to game the system right back and improve your situation than any fucking pleb. You know the tricks they pull. You know all the fucking garbage they push. You know that 99% of shit that can be bought is an utter waste of money.
And you do not need to reach the depths of despair to make a turn around, although that is how it went for me. When you are done reading this, get up off your ass and go walk to your bathroom. Take a look in the mirror. stare into your own eyes and get fucking pissed. "How are things so bad that I could let myself down like this?" Get REALLY PISSED. "I am stronger than this this is fucking bullshit I am not a fucking faggot victim" And then turn that anger into dedication. Sit back down with a book in front of you and write down a total inventory of your life. What is lacking? Do you not own a house? If you want one what the fuck is stopping you? And then come up with a plan. Get really fucking autistic with it. Plan every fucking possible detail. If you can document 2 years worth of employment in the same field and if you can save up $5k (there is no reason you cant, live on complete austerity for a while if you really want that house and you want it as quick as possible you can very easily eat healthy on $30 a week if you sit there and plan out exactly what you will buy and look for the best prices.
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