> Be me
> born with a rare genetic disorder called neurofibromatosis type 1
> Causes Random tumor growth
> Fast forward a couple years be 7 dad and mom get divorced
> start struggling in school this continues for a while
> at 12 get signs of sever depression
> start using drugs first drug was lean and pills whatever helped
> move on to cigarettes about 2 packs a day and weed
> by the time I'm 14 I've attempted suicide to many times to count
> In February I get a call saying my dad was murdered haven't seen him since I was about 8
> thefeels.jpeg
> start to move to anything I can get a hold of coke, xanax, alcohol, beating people up I put I a kid in the hospital
> At 15 my mom finds a noose and my letter/will believes it was out of anger
> At 16 I took to much Xanax I passed out in class wake up in counseling office run away after they said they called ambulance
> a couple days later I became homeless mom kicked me out
After a month and half she lets me come back in
> I'm 17 now drink nearly every day or am using pills I smoke herb everyday
> Most people have fucked me over and I still wonder why I'm here
> Im not important at all and always sit in my room holding my gun debating calling cops saying something to get them down to my place to shoot me since I'm not man enough to shoot myself
> This is my life so far still miss my dad he wasy hero my idol I had to teach everything a dad should by myself and ik some of you are gonna say just do it pussy and shit so fuck y'all who say that
> That guy from Vancouver Canada eh