Trying to decide if I should get porn out of my life or not.
I have a girlfriend who I live with and have sex 2 - 4 times a week with.
But still I'm addicted to fapping multiple times a day.
I have roughly 1.6 tb worth of porn and hentai material saved.
I don't know why but I'm struggling with the decision so bad, and conflicting about keeping at least the hentai and a lot of rule 34 I have saved as I respect the art done in it and really like it.
I even considered trying out NoFap to gain back some form of self-control in my life.
I spend at least an hour and a half dedicated to porn a day.
I've been this way for 15 years now.
I guess I keep worrying that I'll relapse under some weird situational occurrence such as losing internet or not getting sex as often from the girlfriend and my "emergency stash" will be gone forever.
What would you do under these circumstances or just in general also tips?