I had a dream of sitting in my old class and having some girls surrounding me. After I said I'm single one of them asked me to be her boyfriend. After I accepted, she sat on my lap and we kissed while I got a giant boner.

I'm extremely desperate. I want a woman. I want kids. I want to start a family. But I my wage is shit, I still live at my parents and am extremely lazy.
Why can't I strive for my dreams :(