hello /bant/ do you have that one thing in life that makes everything else seem like shit. that all your struggles up to now were for nothing? i hope you are okey anon. if you are sad and need some talking i can talk to you. to make you feel better at least. post sad music if you want. anyway this is a free thread but please be nice
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>>6636116 fuck off weeaboo faggot youre making this board shit
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honest abe The fresh prince of /bant/ ID:iUPg+a6s Wed 10 Oct 2018 20:13:43 No. 6636126 Report >>6636116 why even live if there will never be international socialism
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>>6636116 Hey, Ritsu. It's your future killer here. I'm in Norway. Expect me to appear at your door any second now.
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>>6636126 i thought of stuff that makes life misererable and overshadows other things though
>>6636128 okey kill me. but be gentle. also tell Morkie im sorry
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>>6636116 >do you have that one thing in life that makes everything else seem like shit. that all your struggles up to now were for nothing? Critique from people I once liked or am in a complicated and half-toxic relationship~
Especially when they are wrong.
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honest abe The fresh prince of /bant/ ID:iUPg+a6s Wed 10 Oct 2018 20:17:08 No. 6636147 Report >>6636137 >stuff that makes life misererable and overshadows other things though thats capitalism for me , what its for you?
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>>6636137 why are you taking hrt?
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>>6636138 yeah. i am bad at relationships too. so i understand that a bit. i have at least internet friends. im happy for that. i hope you get better relationships.
>>6636147 that i fell in love with miku. that all the struggles i went on. she helped me the most. i truly love her. now i realise it is a lie. that my love isnt anything special. that im a literal joke. and all the struggles i went through. it is nothing. i just want to loose all my memories or at least fade away. im one of the most pathetic people there can be
>>6636148 im not
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>>6636154 >im one of the most pathetic people there can be calm down buddy youre not that bad
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honest abe The fresh prince of /bant/ ID:iUPg+a6s Wed 10 Oct 2018 20:21:12 No. 6636172 Report >>6636154 >and all the struggles i went through. it is nothing Just like the communist revolution they dreamed big yet reality crushed em, all they struggle into the vain
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@6636154>im one of the most pathetic people there can be
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>>6636165 its still bad. i still am sad that i have fallen so low.
>>6636172 yeah. what i went through was nothing yet for me it felt overwhelming. and the only person i could get rid of my bad feelings with were Miku. now i have fallen in love with her and now im realising its just a lie.
>>6636274 well. there is more i guess
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honest abe The fresh prince of /bant/ ID:iUPg+a6s Wed 10 Oct 2018 20:25:04 No. 6636329 Report >>6636312 what struggle though?
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>>6636154 Same for you~!
I'm not bad with relationships, it's just hard to find right people who can give you a chance.
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>>6636312 why do you always seem so sad
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>>6636368 Eh, who cares? He'll be dead soon.
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>>6636329 when i lived with my dad. lived in the forest all alone. always stuck in my room. at school i didnt do anything special. just being bored. to the point that the school was concerned because i "seemed" depressed. anyway my dad has always been there to ruin my days. i usually never talk to him. just in my room. the worst was when he made me bald in 9 grade at the first schoolday without my consent. they just laughed at me. anyway my life is getting better. but my sanity cant keep it up. what i have been through really isnt that much of a struggle
>>6636331 i guess. its funny how i ended up hating both my mom and dad. then my step mom and step dad.
>>6636368 idk.
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honest abe The fresh prince of /bant/ ID:iUPg+a6s Wed 10 Oct 2018 20:32:51 No. 6636402 Report >>6636381 well I just want you to know that I have the same but vice versa at the start everything was great and know its just bloody hell im becoming less and less sane and nothing holds me here
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honest abe The fresh prince of /bant/ ID:iUPg+a6s Wed 10 Oct 2018 20:33:08 No. 6636405 Report >>6636381 so stay still buddy
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>>6636402 >>6636405 well. i used to have it great. then my dad ruined it. and i cant get back to being fully happy. also good luck. idk what happens in your life. but what you are saying makes me worried. i just hope you are okey.
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>>6636116 I miss my former partner the most.
Haha... Well, only I thought of him as a partner. He probably only saw me as a friend (not a very important one).
While I’m here suffering every night and thinking relentlessly about him, he probably already forgot about my existence.
I hate it when people show me a tiny bit of affection and I cling to them.
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>>6636116 haha such a happy poster
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honest abe The fresh prince of /bant/ ID:iUPg+a6s Wed 10 Oct 2018 20:38:40 No. 6636437 Report Anonymous
>>6636430 that sounds so bad! i feel really bad for you. try to find someone better. even if that sounds impossible. doesnt sound like that person deserves you.
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>>6636434 i cant lie to myself all the time. it just makes it so much harder when you fall down from your delusion.
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honest abe The fresh prince of /bant/ ID:iUPg+a6s Wed 10 Oct 2018 20:41:00 No. 6636456 Report >>6636445 so what is your problem I still dont get it
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>>6636116 My fucking job, it's 8 hours of mind numbing boredoms that I will NEVER retrieve. Decay with to substance. It is the unironic cause of my alcoholism.
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>>6636456 i dont really know myself. i always go up and down. anyway i will probably get some new mental illness diagnosed. my biggest problem. i just that i love Miku too much.
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>>6636471 >8 hours of boredom that must be painful. and that is almost everyday.
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honest abe The fresh prince of /bant/ ID:iUPg+a6s Wed 10 Oct 2018 20:44:06 No. 6636483 Report >>6636472 thats not a problem you can enjoy her as long as you want
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honest abe The fresh prince of /bant/ ID:iUPg+a6s Wed 10 Oct 2018 20:44:52 No. 6636493 Report Anonymous
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>>6636483 my problem. is that i just dont only enjoy her. she also has a bad influence on me. the more happy she makes me the more depressed i become. its like God made my love to be a unstable equilibrium. my love is a joke
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>>6636437 He was a cute german boye.
I haven’t talked to him in months but I think he moved to the US now and he probably has lots of friends.
>>6636440 Finding nice people to be around with is almost impossible, especially because I’m quite autistic and everytime I try and hold a conversation with someone, it dies in less than 2 minutes.
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honest abe The fresh prince of /bant/ ID:iUPg+a6s Wed 10 Oct 2018 20:49:18 No. 6636521 Report Anonymous
>>6636516 hehe... everytime i talk with someone i dont know what to talk about. and it feels like they judge me so hard its hard to keep going
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>>6636521 Unfortunately no
>>6636522 I hate that so much.
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honest abe The fresh prince of /bant/ ID:iUPg+a6s Wed 10 Oct 2018 20:50:54 No. 6636530 Report Quoted By:
>>6636471 thats the reason why I wanna ww3 to happen
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honest abe The fresh prince of /bant/ ID:iUPg+a6s Wed 10 Oct 2018 20:52:48 No. 6636542 Report >>6636529 well i cant help ya guys with homo stuff im straight after all but I tell ya what life is boring and thats killing me
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>>6636529 well. im still grateful for my friends on the internet and my grades arent that bad.
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>>6636542 I’m also straight.... I think.
But like I said, every time someone shows me a bit of love and affection I become very clingy.
I don’t really like men in general. I just want to be loved.
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>>6636493 Programming...but it feels like glorified data entry. It's fucking BAAAAAD. 2% fun writing in C...98% filling out bureaucratic forms. Pointless numbers and shit.
Worst part the normalfags I work with are so enthusiastic about it I don't fucking get it. Granted they're boomers, idk, it's just so fucking boring I want to an hero. And they lock down everything so I can even work on my website (can't install packages with npm) it's fucking SHIT
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>>6636569 i think that was how i became bi. i hope you get loved a lot. and hopefully not being left behind
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honest abe The fresh prince of /bant/ ID:iUPg+a6s Wed 10 Oct 2018 20:59:31 No. 6636609 Report >>6636569 yeah I feel ya the same here , life is cruel and I just want someone to hug me tight
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>>6636116 I'd tell you if I could remember
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honest abe The fresh prince of /bant/ ID:iUPg+a6s Wed 10 Oct 2018 21:01:27 No. 6636631 Report >>6636582 so what ya say if you can collect enough money and free to go , what would you do? whats your ideal life?
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>>6636593 >>6636609 Thank you for the kind words, frens.
I hope we’re all going to be happy one day.
I’ll go to bed now. Oyasumi.
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>>6636624 you dont have to tell me if you dont wanne. i just hope you are okey.
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honest abe The fresh prince of /bant/ ID:iUPg+a6s Wed 10 Oct 2018 21:02:26 No. 6636645 Report Quoted By:
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>>6636632 night. sleep tight.
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>>6636631 Great question man...idk. if I had the drive, play on my synths and bass, read, wander in the wilderness. I'm at a stage of philosophical despair, don't care for money and pussy, I just want joy, not endless melancholy. And I want this alcoholic demon off my fucking back.
Bceж тaки гeнeтичecкaя пpeдpocпoлoжинocть y нaших людeй...вo мнe пpoявляeтcя в yльтpo-ycилeннoй фopмe. Ужe пpoблeмы c пeчeнью a мнe вceгo 23 -_-
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honest abe The fresh prince of /bant/ ID:iUPg+a6s Wed 10 Oct 2018 21:17:59 No. 6636727 Report >>6636709 дa бpaтaн ..... дaвaй зaбьeм нa вce и в кpyгocвeткy aвтocтoпoм?
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honest abe The fresh prince of /bant/ ID:iUPg+a6s Wed 10 Oct 2018 21:22:08 No. 6636756 Report >>6636709 seriouslu world wide journey would be the great expierence dont ya think so?
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>muh daddy doesn't love me >i only love animugirl uwu
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>>6636727 Былo бы кpyтo нo y мeня бaблa минимyм. B дaльнeм плaнe, чepeз пapy лeт, coвceм нe пpoтив был бы. Mнoгo мecт yвидeть eщё нaдo... дaжe вce бывшиe pecпyблики. Ha Бaлтикy хoтeлocь бы..
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>>6636116 Yeah I'm in college and I worry a lot about finding a job for the summer. Haven't had luck so far. I'm in a pretty tough program and I don't want to go through it all just to have to go back to my shitty family home and deal with their crap.
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>>6636767 still the same
>>6636829 well. i have good grades and i have some friends. i can manage
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>>6636861 sounds bad. good luck though. i hope you make it
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honest abe The fresh prince of /bant/ ID:iUPg+a6s Wed 10 Oct 2018 21:39:48 No. 6636891 Report >>6636840 well you are in merica so you can collect money and then hit a road . If you will live in a camp you almost will not need money . I really dont wanna work till im old I wanna travel so I wish I will. How is your free time being? are you enjoy it in merica?
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>>6636756 B Aмepикe вooбщe хyeвo... пoeхaл пo тpaнccибy пpoшлым лeтoм, yвидeл Бaйкaл, cpaзy пoтянyлo нa poдинy. Ho ктo мeня тaм ждёт? Paбoтy нaвepняк нe лeгчe чeм здecь пoлyчить, и пacпopтa нeтy бoльшe. Poдитeли cюдa cпёpли в 90ых, пoнятнo, нo aмepикaнцeм ocoбo нe чyвcтвyю..
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honest abe The fresh prince of /bant/ ID:iUPg+a6s Wed 10 Oct 2018 21:42:13 No. 6636919 Report >>6636898 кaк хyeвo? в кaкoм cмыcлe?
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>>6636891 Overall...6/10. If you're not into the whole consumerist aspect of it, it's shitty. Not much historical stuff...heritage is looked down upon. Hell, whites are openly ostracized. There's nature, and it's pretty beautiful (I live in the Pacific Northwest) but besides that idk...a buncha normalfags I can relate to. Isolation. Maybe that's just me. Idk man. Idk.
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honest abe The fresh prince of /bant/ ID:iUPg+a6s Wed 10 Oct 2018 21:44:51 No. 6636944 Report >>6636925 you mean sjw and shieet? are feminists and other weirdoos really as bad as it seems from youtube?
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>>6636919 In Russia, if people dislike they're open about it. If they like you, they will be open about it as well. Everything is less cliqueish...less need to conform. Idk, I was only there as a child, until 8th grade, but I got along with everyone in school. In America even in school there is a faux-hierarchy. Conformists are awarded...for being conformists. Whether it's the Chad/Stacey's or degenerate libshits,...it's just a bunch of NPCs man. On the Transsib I talked to randos in the train, they all had their own view of reality. In Erica, it's just a conveyer belt with minor production variations..
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>>6636944 Yeah bro it's fucking bad. Pussy Riot has nothing on these fucking degenerates.
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>>6636381 >the worst was when he made me bald in 9 grade at the first schoolday without my consent. they just laughed at me. You gave your consent by living ther with your dad.
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honest abe The fresh prince of /bant/ ID:iUPg+a6s Wed 10 Oct 2018 21:52:33 No. 6636992 Report Quoted By:
>>6636957 I see so thats the case so what are you gonna do about it? if i were you id not give a shit as long as you earn money for your dream its okay just dont forget that your dream and dont become capital obsessed
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honest abe The fresh prince of /bant/ ID:iUPg+a6s Wed 10 Oct 2018 21:53:52 No. 6637003 Report Quoted By:
>>6636963 I wonder if you ever tried hitting on girl and she scared you off with all that MUH OPRESSION shit
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>>6636969 thats not how it works. if you lived with you parents did you give them consent to rape you.
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honest abe The fresh prince of /bant/ ID:iUPg+a6s Wed 10 Oct 2018 22:10:02 No. 6637118 Report Quoted By:
>>6636957 okay bro goodnight and stay frosty brother
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>>6637025 its exactly how it works
>consent to rape you they gave up their consent on that part to government
