So I have a scat fetish (girls only, only being shat on) and I enjoy crossdressing (especially when either encouraged of forced by a girl). My best friend is a girl and knows both of these things. She also has a scat fetish (enjoys shitting on guys) and she loves lending her clothes to me to dress up in. She's engaged and has a kid with her fiance and says we can"t do things because of loyalty to him even though our fetishes walk hand in hand and it's a very rare combination.

Why is life so hard?