I come here with a theory I've built after taking antidepresants for PURE SPECULATION.

I don't have any mental issues. I pretended to have it in order to get myself some medications to put my mind in another state so maybe I could understand those who are different than me.

What I had known so far:
>people who were NPC-like mostly took antidepresants
>they don't have inner monologues, they don't talk to themselves. I could verify this by asking them to think for themselves about something very random and not politically related
>lack of abstract thought, cannot think outside predefined conjectures

What I know now after taking the meds and quit for a while now:
>inner monologue pratically gone
>easier to go with the flow
>can't think about things in term "I like" but "we like"
>some suicidal thoughts when confronted with opinions I cannot understand
>the need to talk about mental health while having serious issues while on the meds

Since I quit the meds I got my sane state of mind back.
Share your experiences.