I save about every genital mutilation photo I come across on my computer, along with certain gore images and loli Guro shit. At first I thought viewing this stuff was all morbid curiosity but it may be more than that.
Also a year ago I wrote a Yotsuba torture hentai story involving rape, burning, and cannibalism from another adult girl. It was a segment from a short novel made to be as depraved as possible, and that wasn’t even the worst of it