>>6822719if you feel normal by few second that's means you don't have major depression.
your story is sad, pal. but it's looking more a Psychological trauma than a depression,
> a Psychological trauma can introduce you into a depression?yes, it can do, but usually. it happened when you feel realise with yourself before beat the traumatic experience and you feel it was not enough.
it's like. I fought all my life for it. it was really important at the moment, but now it feels like nothing...
why try to effort by myself if it did not comfort me.?