>>6838713easier said than done
i really wish i could though
or at least i wish i could talk to my friends about it, i don't think i've ever talked to them about anything personal
it's a miracle i even have friends
being antisocial is basically my whole personality now everyone just knows me as the quiet kid, this one kid at band camp said i'm like a blank slate. you'd think that's a reason to not kill myself because i still have potential but i just can't push myself to actually make use of it and it seems like it'll be that way forever
i just don't know what the point of being friends with someone is if they're not even going to talk to you, i'm pretty sure they all just feel bad for me or something
>>6838724that's one of my fears that i'll end up doing pretty much nothing in my teens and by the time i get older i won't have any opportunities to do things anymore
>>6838730i hope it's temporary
i've been this way for years though and it doesn't seem like it's going to change any time soon
i probably won't do it anon don't worry about me
>>6838737it's a common thing for all americans to kill mark zuckerbhar
sorry for the late replies i'm phoneposting and tired and coming up with things to say is hard
