>>6921193Hello bant
One Simple question
Why do I have to have sex?
A little bacground
Im in college now
i had gfs in highschool
kissed said gfs in highschool
never had sex with designated femoids though
largely due to the fact id usually sabatogue the relationship after a few months with racist and sexist jokes so "thots" couldnt cuck me with "tyrones"
>(Actually gave me a weird player reputation for like a month in my junioer year lol)Ive seen tits though
and girls dont find me that unnatractive
My issue is this
i used to be really fucking autistic and awkard
im talking self blackpilled from 1st to 5th grade
and i had alottttttttttttttt of bad experiences with girls at that time
I eventually sorta just destroyed the mental possiblity of ever being loved as a sort of defense mechanism
>if you have nothing to lose you cant be hurt ectand this sort of continued on even into my teenage years where girls started to show more interest in me and i started to understand them better
I actually understand them pretty well i think at that point
and from my POV bant
they are the most disgusting human beings (morrally) in the world
i dont really want to have sex
but (((soceity))) says i need to have sex
why cant i just maserbate play video games and work till i die then hopefully get to meet a bunch of play boy girls in hell when I die
>also i suppose this will probably turn into a gangweed general lol 
