I think there's a strong argument that I'm a useless fat fuck who should kill himself.

Seeing everyone make fun of Ben Shapiro's and Richard Spencer's manboobs has really gotten to me. I became a right-wingers because I, too, have manboobs and was mocked ruthlessly throughout childhood for it. You don't know what it's like, never being able to take off your shirt in gym class or at the beach because you know people will make fun of your gigantic mantits. I eat a lot because I'm depressed most of the time and I'm too lazy to exercise or lift and spend my life posting on Twitter.

Just once, I wanted to feel special, to feel superior to people who made fun of me and my deformed body. That's why I embraced right-wing and nationalist politics. At least I can stand up for European culture, I told myself. But now I realize that nothing will ever change. I have no real talent in anything and I'll always be a fat oaf with giant manboobs and I'll always be the laughing stock whenever I step outside.

What should I do?