>spend most of my life alone
it's ok just make peace with it
>eventually talk to some girl online
>share enough common interests and my shitty humor doesn't drive her away
>won't meet up cause reasons, kind of just fizzling out
>more depressed than ever now
>can't focus at work, just mope around
wtf quitting drugs was easier, I was happy before all this
This is the final SIG step, but goddamn all my other improvement gains were for nothing if I can't find real companionship and it's nearly too late for that (late 20s)