>>6974513 Can't believe I'm saying this but that Dane is actually right.
>>6974516*slap*
Calm down waffle.
*slaps again*
Hmm. Not quite right.
*slaps the shit out of you*
Hmmmmmmm.
*slaps*
*kisses you o3o*
Ok that didn't work as planned. We had fun doe right?
>please enjoy that allegory while I long postIt sounds like to me you ran from who you were to try to become someone new. You pretended just a little too hard and people believed it. Now you've got them fooled with the facade you put up that was sprinkled with bits of truth. I highly doubt you lied about EVERYTHING probably just lied about the worst. That's normie life though.
You talk about the good shit you can do and try to keep the bad shit hidden. The trick is finding people who can handle that bad shit and talk about it.
On to your gf. Even if it's "just pretend" one of you is into it. It's probably her. Just because you're shitty deep down doesn't mean you're gonna ruin her. You'll need to ease her into seeing that part of you so she's not overwhelmed. Everyone is shitty but we all need time to get use to one another. What you've done will shock her if not done properly. When meeting her parents use preemptive strikes to avoid looking up your own ass.
>so waffle I hear you're quite the scholar >well sir I wouldn't say scholar more an apprentice as I still have a lot to learn It makes you look better to accept that you have flaws. Very normie thing to do. Then you've just gotta ask questions.
Lastly you want to ball because you're overwhelmed (just like she might be) by something new that makes you uncomfortable. I know it's hard but you can't run all the time waffle. I've ran many times and even thinking about pulling a disappearing act here soon but I stay and stick it out.
Stay see it through and do your best. Stick to topics you know a little about, keep that fake plastic confidence and don't let anyone see your pain unless you trust them.
If you need anymore help I'll be here waffle.
