so ive been down this hole for a few years my dudes, obessed over a girl for 4 years now, automotive person looking for a girl still, always end up being that guy friend to girls, hate it... i just want to fall in love like the rest of people do,. love taking over my life, barely sleep at night, barely eating, my car is the only think that keeps me motivated and happy, family is a mess, help a guy out guys, what should i do to fix my depression? suicide runbning in the family. its sad help please