About three years ago, I was really unorganized and sloppy with my life, now currently I’m meal prepping, clothing prepping, etc.
I do things like:
>make 7 sets of clothes and put them each in individual bags for the week
>make 7 meals for breakfast lunch and diner and put them in the fridge
>make a schedule every Sunday of everything I need

And if I fall off course on that schedule I will start to freak out and desperately try to get everthing back on track

I also:
>budget obsessively
>plan my commute to work
>focus on one thing at a time or nothing at all
>only drink water because I feel disgusting drinking everything else
>clean my house almost everyday
>I have to be in bed at 9:00pm and asleep before 11:00pm

My parents think I’m broken and my brother who died recently in a car crash was my only friend, he was the reason I didn’t blow my brains out a few months ago
Now it’s just me, my dog and my sadness.