Hey /bant/ what are your lives like?

I am a 21yr old male working retail IT for $16/hr. I drive a 2007 mustang. Currently 3rd year of college for an IT related field. I have a 8.5/10 blonde gf that is the girl of my dreams. I work hard to balance school and work, but I get it done. I always have this existential dread that I will be a failure, and that is what keeps me going. How is your life /bant/?