>>7016182for the past ten days, I've gotten up, thinking "today is the day"
it's just i never fucking start... i am a fucking failure. i have all the potential in the world. i know it. i rarely come here, because i know how bad coming here is for actually making progress (bs sentence)
thing is, i cant find a fucking way to actually start, pic related, shit from r/getdisciplined, etc.
i have taken therapy, I know I could do it, but I cannot get to fucking start working
i dont know what to do. i just want to cry. i am a complete failure - while I could actually be someone that helps the human race to progress. idk man. i hate myself but not enough to become anhero