>>7021212Op you're rarted, it also sounds like you're trying to make yourself feel better. Working hard isn't about making yourself feel better or getting good boi points. It's about making that bread, providing for your family, having meaning in life. I love you and hope you can find something some day you are passionate about working hard for, wether that be a job, a loved one, or even just yourself. That doesn't mean you have to be a WAGEKEK. Just work hard to do what makes you happy. life is chaos and something might happen that will make it take a turn for the worse, but only pussies and cowards quit when the going gets hard. Those who keep continuing and pushing through are really what humans are intended to be.