>>7082261Was rather a chad, so I whored around however more often that not I got repulsed by them and blew them off, once had a girl she already blew and swallowed, I'm like well time go down on her and get her nice and wet but the moment I literally took her panties down I could smell dick so I clothed and went away, you can't imagine how women chimp out if you leave them in such a moment.
Never paid for a woman, unless it was dates or something, maybe that's why a guy like me got the attention I've gotten cos of my chad attitude, which stemmed from basically childhood abuse by narcissistic parents for which I'm really grateful that's why I couldn't trust anyone and still can't trust anyone fully not even myself which in turn helped avoid situations like yours.Never trust someone who bleeds for a couple of days straight and doesn't die.
I still wonder even though I'm way more decent than most of my peers, will I ever find someone of value or was all burden I carried for nothing? And maybe I should've fucked around more without the hope of finding a woman that's of value basically going full nihilistic chad mode, most of my friends marriages don't last longer than 2-3 years that gives me hope that their way is 100% doomed to fail, men are women alike fucking like crazy is doomed to fail, I probably could accept 1 partner per year for a woman starting from 20 even though I had more, but more than that I think she's mentally incapable of having a loving relationship, and I don't think she's fucked because of the amount of dick she had I believe they're fucked in the head that's why they take the amount of dick they do.
