im fucking losig it godoamn like im just fudvoing running in circles now ive been in this fucking room my whole god damb life i can't get to a fucking doctor im fucling losig it its all a godamn joke like fucki this its like i keep guck FUCK FUCK just running in crircles I don't eveb feel fucking real anymorel like im a vudeo game my legs dobt feel like theryee real anymore im idk what the fuck is going on it just keeps going its really don't even what the fuck i hate i i what is ok ok it fuck