Anons, I was never emotional. I could've been alone for the rest of my days but recently it started to hurt me. The worst part is I have a crush on sneaky and not a real woman. There is no possible way for me to hang out with him and make him spread his ass for me. I literally live in Poland, I don't go out, I don't work, I'm the definition of a lonely loser. How are you fellow anons deal with the fact you will never have sex with someone like that? How to conquer my weakness and go back to my old habits?