>>7169342My past is full of regrets but there's one that sticks out. I allowed my brother (4 years older than me) to molest me for 3 years when I was 9-12. I was homeschooled too so that didn't help much. Since freshman year I've been attending a regular high school but because i wasn't exposed to girls growing up i have no clue what im doing. Coupled with the fact that i was molested via incest by my brother (im not gay so it makes it even worse) i feel overwhelmed even thinking about sex. I'm not ugly and in fact I've had numerous chances to be with some 10/10 girls. I just have this mental block that turns me into an autist when im in a //sexual situation// and i always end up not doing anything. It's a real good time for this anon