>>7174454My mother forced me to stay awake for 36+ hours so my typing on the computer wouldn't disturb her sleep after working midnight shift even though the tv she plays is louder.
She and I got into a fight because I couldn't think about what to eat for dinner due to staying awake for 36+ hours and she called me a worthless piece of shit who couldn't even survive a day without her
She takes away the comp to play backgammon and bitched throughout the entire game solely because I wasn't fast enough on coming up with dinner before finally saying fuck it and going to sleep again, and I want to fucking carve up my face and die alone in the cold and snow - especially if nothing works out and I'm faced with the choice of enduring a full lifetime of her hypocrisy, bitching, making shit more difficult and accusing me of making problems for her, accusing me of intentionally and maliciously sabotaging her because I forgot some shit, cutting me off from everyone I love and care about, talking about how she's such a good mother and both her kids are just pieces of shit as if she had nothing to do with it, watching everything go wrong and she takes it out on me.
Fuck you cunt, fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, fucking die from a stroke, fucking die in fire, fucking die from blood loss, JUST FUCKING DIE AFTER I'M GONE AND RID THE WORLD OF A MENACE
YOU'RE THE REASON I WANT TO DIE EVERY DAY, YOU'RE THE REASON I HAVE NO HOPE OF MAKING IT ON MY OWN, YOU'RE THE REASON I'M DISABLED, YOU'RE THE REASON I'M A PIECE OF SHIT, YOU'RE THE REASON MY FACE HAS SCARS FROM DIGGING MY NAILS DEEP INTO IT AFTER YOU CUT ME OFF FROM MY FRIENDS AND LOVERS AND THREATENING TO KEEP ME AWAY FROM THEM FOREVER
FUCK
YOU
AND
FUCKING
DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
