>Do you ever feel lonely at night /bant/?

Like I can go all day without thinking about my lack of friends and shit but the second I go to bed I start thinking about it.

I start wanting to go to all sorts of boards and discords and just talk to new people, but I realise I don't want anyone's first impression of me being 5 minutes of awkward introductions followed by me saying "It's 5 am good night".

Then I completely forget the next day but remember at night.

Idk frens, I'm bad at explaining things. Do you get me?