>>7201136its not entire life, they are school idols and they realize that their time together is limited
the problem is that it is such an unnatural thing for her to do after whole season of her praising idols and saying how much she loves them and wants to be like them
she is basically so angry about that she could not do anything for kotori that she says fuck it all
the worst thing about this is probably that they want to put up one last concert as 9 memebers before kotori leaves so thay can have nice memories of them together and as a good bye but she say fuck it to this too
what if kotori wants to have this one concert with honoka but now she cant
she would leave without it and with bad memories instead of having something nice to rememeber
