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I've been a month and a half with no job, and it's winter vacation for my trade's training. So basically I've done nothing productive in a long while and I'm already beginning to feel depressive, suicidal and thinking about beginning to drink or smoke and other life-worsening habits.
Seeing my family these days helped, but I realized unless I'm actively doing something with my life I don't really have much to talk with them.
And also weightlifting is getting harder and harder, my body hurts. Idk why people say it motivates them tBh.
