I can turn my brain off and it's dangerous I can literally go from big brain to 70 IQ brain. It all started when I first got fugged in the boipussy while wearing a dress ( and being super passable btw, like actually trap material ) and well now I'm having a hard time reintegrating into my previous, relatively normal life. I do like this newfound way of being but at the same time I'm not a liberal degenerate and so I guess the option for me is to post on 4chan and gaze at the horizon, waiting on my big muscly trad redpilled bf to sweep me into a monogamous elationship of love.