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Anonymous ID:hYQMNgIo Mon 07 Jan 2019 17:20:48 No.7271307 View View Reply Original Report

Quoted By: >>7271366 >>7272433 >>7275187 >>7275194 >>7275978

Yo /bant/
Today I realized just how far back I set myself these past few years and when I tried to talk to my family they ridiculed me.
Why am I even alive?

Any anon in amsterdam wanna smoke a joint? I'm just tryna get away

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:8ofL/OaB Mon 07 Jan 2019 17:27:25 No.7271324 Report

Quoted By: >>7271335

convert to judaism and your life will get substantially better

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:hYQMNgIo Mon 07 Jan 2019 17:31:10 No.7271335 Report

Quoted By: >>7271367 >>7271714

>>7271324
lmao convertin to judaism is going backwards

I think my family might one of those cypto jew families but i dont have any solid evidence. It's through my Dad anyway so I'd still need to convert. However, I've seen things and I know things that would prevent me from converting to Judaism. I would love to speak to someone well educated on Judaism about their beliefs though.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:nJ2fuvof Mon 07 Jan 2019 17:36:55 No.7271366 Report

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>>7271307
I'd smoke with you but I'm stuck in my own frozen hell
here's hoping it gets better for you

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:8ofL/OaB Mon 07 Jan 2019 17:37:57 No.7271367 Report

Quoted By: >>7271391

>>7271335
im well educated on judaism ama

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:hYQMNgIo Mon 07 Jan 2019 17:43:00 No.7271391 Report

Quoted By: >>7271417

>>7271367
u got any contact? i can spend days studying 1 topic if its religious- im not sure if we have the thread space

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:8ofL/OaB Mon 07 Jan 2019 17:48:44 No.7271417 Report

Quoted By: >>7271477 >>7271560

>>7271391
i do but im not willing to post it on here
just ask whatever you have to ask

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:hYQMNgIo Mon 07 Jan 2019 18:00:28 No.7271477 Report

Quoted By: >>7271560 >>7271563

>>7271417
ok i'll just ask 1 question but I'm not trying to have a huge religious discussion on /bant/ when I just want to smoke a joint
What is the main reason for the jewish belief against the existence of Jesus as the Son of God as opposed to the Christian claim of his divinity. I'm unsure but was there not a list of prophecies which had to be and were fulfilled?
I have more questions but now is not the time to ask them.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:hYQMNgIo Mon 07 Jan 2019 18:23:09 No.7271560 Report

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>>7271477
>>7271417
heres where u tell me thats a misconception and explain why

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:8ofL/OaB Mon 07 Jan 2019 18:23:44 No.7271563 Report

Quoted By: >>7271602

>>7271477
jews believe that the messiah (jesus) is supposed to be a king like david/son of david (these are subject to debate but i will take the latter stance because its easier to explain). (משיח בן דוד - messiah son of david). this is based on a passage from the book of jeremiah, that says: "In those days and at that time I will make a righteous Branch sprout from David’s line; he will do what is just and right in the land. " (chapter 33, passage 15). david was a secular ruler and by no means a son of god/god himself, so a messiah can't be both descended from david and from god.
a messiah is also supposed to be a shepherd and to restore the kingdom of david, and jesus did neither.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:jUnwNFsF Mon 07 Jan 2019 18:24:23 No.7271565 Report

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!TvChkarenA ID:lLCRFUyn Mon 07 Jan 2019 18:31:39 No.7271578 Report

Quoted By: >>7271601

should have posted this 3 years ago when I lived there famalamalam I'd definitely be up for being raped and murdered by a cute 4chan weed smoking bf

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:hYQMNgIo Mon 07 Jan 2019 18:37:17 No.7271601 Report

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>>7271578
i mean thats a few assumptions but sure

you got a kik or somethin? we can still chat while i go smoke weed alone

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:hYQMNgIo Mon 07 Jan 2019 18:38:15 No.7271602 Report

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>>7271563
you see this is the kinda shit that makes me have more questions

thanks though because now i have a reference point i can use in my studies

a reference is all i need to find what im lookin for

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:8ofL/OaB Mon 07 Jan 2019 19:08:47 No.7271714 Report

Quoted By: >>7271888

>>7271335
also:
>It's through my Dad anyway so I'd still need to convert.
not really, as long as your mum isn't an adulteress you are jewish

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:hYQMNgIo Mon 07 Jan 2019 19:36:28 No.7271888 Report

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>>7271714
i mean i only suspect it i have no evidence

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:A/Tf22NG Mon 07 Jan 2019 21:29:20 No.7272433 Report

Quoted By: >>7273971

>>7271307
Why did they laugh

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:hYQMNgIo Tue 08 Jan 2019 00:06:21 No.7273971 Report

Quoted By: >>7273974 >>7274064

>>7272433
I was attempting to talk about how I felt about the whole situation. In my moment of vulnerability they chose to vebally attack me instead of being supportive.

And then they wonder why I'm always the first to put a knife to my chest when tensions get high.

With family like mine you don't need enemies. They're all snakes.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:hYQMNgIo Tue 08 Jan 2019 00:06:47 No.7273974 Report

Quoted By:

>>7273971
verbally*

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:hYQMNgIo Tue 08 Jan 2019 00:22:42 No.7274064 Report

Quoted By: >>7274187

>>7273971
And don't get me started on my extended family. One half says one thing then shit talks you when they think you're out of earshot and the other half is full of psychos who would probably try to find ways to scam you or just straight up destroy what you own because they don't want to see you do good for yourself.

Add that to my Dad passing away when I was in my teens and my Mom basically becoming a different person afterwards (detached/bad memory) + the crippling social anxiety and self esteem issues caused by my older brother constantly treating me like garbage and you have one young adult who contemplates suicide regularly.

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Anonymous ID:7LVeAmXV Tue 08 Jan 2019 00:51:20 No.7274187 Report

Quoted By: >>7274283 >>7274322

>>7274064
They sound toxic. I have no experiences or wisdom about situations like that but you should probably detach yourself imo. Spend time with / make some friends who aren't shitty.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:hYQMNgIo Tue 08 Jan 2019 01:08:07 No.7274283 Report

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>>7274187
Yea I mean I tried moving to another country (actually the one I'm in now) and studying but that didn't really work out like planned. Part of the setback I mentioned in the OP. It really hit me recently because I would be graduating soon if I didn't mess up and all my friends are moving to other countries and getting grad placements and all that nice shit but I'm stuck here at first base.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:hYQMNgIo Tue 08 Jan 2019 01:17:47 No.7274322 Report

Quoted By: >>7274339

>>7274187
I also don't have anyone that I can really be myself around. Most of my friends grew distant after I stopped studying and we all grew into different people.
I can't really go to any family because they're mostly part of the problem.
I have one older sister I can really trust but she lives in another city and is super busy with work.
I've never felt so alone in my life.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:hYQMNgIo Tue 08 Jan 2019 01:22:46 No.7274339 Report

Quoted By: >>7274375

>>7274322
Which is funny because due to behavioral issues (adhd related) I was isolated from my peers for the majority of my life. And when I finally have the freedom to meet people and do things I fail and end up more alone than I've ever been. Not from lack of people but from lack of connections.

Wow.
I didn't expect to get so deep today.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:umnQLtNc Tue 08 Jan 2019 01:30:17 No.7274375 Report

Quoted By: >>7274383

>>7274339
>dutch

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:hYQMNgIo Tue 08 Jan 2019 01:32:32 No.7274383 Report

Quoted By: >>7274397

>>7274375
well I'm not from the Netherlands really I moved here a few years back

not sure how this relates?

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:umnQLtNc Tue 08 Jan 2019 01:35:26 No.7274397 Report

Quoted By: >>7274410

>>7274383
Oh, i read through it and forgot about that part. Dang. I cant really help talk about your problems. I had a normal family.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:hYQMNgIo Tue 08 Jan 2019 01:38:55 No.7274410 Report

Quoted By: >>7274872 >>7275294

>>7274397
Ah don't worry, I honestly didn't expect to talk about it, I was just gonna try to smoke and put it off til next time. 4chan still surprises me sometimes. We became pretty wholesome.
I mean, we're still a bunch of degenerates. Just.. wholesome degenerates.

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Anonymous ID:7LVeAmXV Tue 08 Jan 2019 04:16:56 No.7274872 Report

Quoted By: >>7274882

>>7274410
>wholesome degenerates
Yup, that's me in a nutshell.

If you need friends then you should go out and try and make some, get a hobby, play D&D or something idk what you're into.

Heaven

Heaven ID:V45Od2nf Tue 08 Jan 2019 04:21:39 No.7274882 Report

Quoted By: >>7274885

>>7274872
you spelt wholesale wrong

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Anonymous ID:7LVeAmXV Tue 08 Jan 2019 04:22:35 No.7274885 Report

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>>7274882
heuheuheuhhuehu

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Lee gunsmith cat !zBPyA85oYQ ID:s9oxgKbo Tue 08 Jan 2019 05:50:00 No.7275187 Report

Quoted By: >>7275615

>>7271307
>Any anon in amsterdam wanna smoke a joint? I'm just tryna get away
KSY degenerate

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Anonymous ID:Tyq1kLlj Tue 08 Jan 2019 05:51:48 No.7275194 Report

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>>7271307
Only things you care about might become burdens. One solution is to stop caring.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:buPDEQnd Tue 08 Jan 2019 06:25:38 No.7275294 Report

Quoted By:

>>7274410
aight so you're probably too baked or asleep by now to get this but on the off chance that you are
if you're not a Dutch native then it can be difficult to meet any new people, the natives will generally kind of shun you, and so the english end up forming their own groups, but unfortunately this situation only makes it harder to meet new people
you'd be better off in germany or belgium, or spain really

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:hYQMNgIo Tue 08 Jan 2019 08:51:45 No.7275615 Report

Quoted By:

>>7275187
its "legal" here

its like the equivalent of drinking a beer
go kys

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:RmFC0MNA Tue 08 Jan 2019 11:06:10 No.7275978 Report

Quoted By: >>7277384 >>7278607

>>7271307
Ik ben in rotterdam

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:wrFvLoaf Tue 08 Jan 2019 14:07:57 No.7277384 Report

Quoted By: >>7278607

>>7275978
haha why >Dutch always spell kik wrong

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:hYQMNgIo Tue 08 Jan 2019 18:59:51 No.7278607 Report

Quoted By:

>>7275978
>rotterdam
damn i only have good memories in that city- whats up dude
>>7277384
ik is I but i guess thats the joke lmao

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Anonymous ID:WZgBnlWZ Tue 08 Jan 2019 19:25:46 No.7278730 Report

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