>>7339595Well, it seems more like your ex was the piece of shit, egging you on to commit suicide.
I don't think anyone who is a dog-lover, especially one that seems to care so deeply for the, can truly be a bad guy. I don't get any of those vibes from you. More like the vibes of an unfortunate, hurt soul.
And yes, it is great to cry sometimes. I do it very often. It is nice to let out and purge those shitty feelings sometimes.
Perhaps suicide would not be the best thing moving forward. Think about it for a bit. Your husky is gone, but would he want his owner gone too? If he were to see your corpse, I'm sure your dog would be mortified. They are very emotional animals, and a lot smarter than people give credit for. Your dog would definitely not want his owner to be dead, too.
And guess what? You got rid of one toxic lady from your life. That's a good thing, she sounds like an asshat, it's great that you won't have to see her anymore.