>>7356558i was taking heavy doses of zoloft alongside smaller doses of (interchangeable since they never worked) antipsychotics and as needed anti anxiety pills for OCD
i'm able to stay sane without the pills now. i don't want to sell you snakewater since it may not help and could have side effects in itself, but try looking for herbal remedies that help membrane health. i started taking extreme doses of inositol (i think about 36 times the recommended one) since that amount has been clinically proven to help about half of people with OCD. you may work better with smaller doses since it's intended as a supplement. too much makes you have liquid diarrhea unless you gradually build up and have a good quality brand. NOW is not a good quality brand.
also i believe lion's mane mushroom helps open membranes
a little of both of those could speed along your recovery. no promises though.