Hello bant, i just wanted to give an update on my situation (mi dildo broke some days ago)

So i tried to suppress my urges for the next months, i even tried getting super drunk...but i just pucked a lot, i couldn't work, i couldn't sleep, damn i didn't even eat!
Walking was a torture, like the movements of my ass cheeks were teasing me, every time i get on my knees or crawl down to lvl something my body in automatic would go down super hard hoping that something sticked me in the ass, while i ate my rectum would spasm on itself and my legs would shake, i...i made mistakes during my practices (no one would notice them, mostly cause ill correct them before it was too late) i couldnt cum even if i tried fapping, like literally even if i beat my meat with the force of 100 collapsing stars my cum wouldn't come out (pun intended) it was...
H E L L
But then the gods smiled at me, how? one of the builders under my charge left his too box open while mixing concrete, and i just happened to walk by and i saw a flask full of a guuuy substance and a label that read "rubber silicone glue" and i fucking took it (i asked for it and he gave it to me, what a nice guy) took it to my room and put it on my dildo hide went back to work and when i took it on the night it was fixed!!!!!!!!!111!!! and even better the base now was extremely hard, and it still vibrates! and not only that tonight is the birthday party of a friend so almost all my friends including roomie and neighbors are outside since 5 PM and arent going to come back till tomorrow!!!!!!