>>7366063I may be going on a whim, but maybe it is because you haven't yet fully explored the nature of your own existence. You've either not come to this realization, or you're still clinging, voluntarily or not, to a preconceived notion of ethics, morals and meaning that holds you back and puts unnecessary roadblocks to your own personal, self fulfillment.
It is a common trend among people: filled with these Judaeo-Christians ideals of order and meaning, they fear the disorder and senselessness of these unknowns that follow us around thorough our daily lives, hidden in plain sight as we walk, breathe, eat and sleep.
Maybe you still haven't been able to cope with this. It is something that has taken me years of self-introspection, discovery and exploration of the world of the unknown, of the untold. Most people I've met can not follow me through this journey.
But I think people that come here are mentally predisposed to do this work: when life doesn't go your way, you are forced dead on your tracks, and are left with this uneasy unknown.
