>>7372116ket doesn't really fuck me up.
it just makes me feel kinda like i'm in a video game, like I'm looking from a 2nd person view camera.
makes me more social as well.
it's not that good desu, best time I've had is on acid for sure, chill with some mates and it's great, feels like when you're a kid and everything's new, no comedown, etc.
you mentioned you wanted to work on your headspace, just have good mates you trust with you and you'll be good.
had a mate start off with a bad trip and managed to turn it round, by the end of the trip he was loving it.
heroin isnt worth it imo, even if the feeling's great the nevatives dont make up for it (addiction, working out needles, getting it, social stigma)
if you wanna try ket do it in a club, goes super well there.