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ID:OTqhKaS7 No.7423364 View ViewReplyOriginalReport
Imagine alcohol, except:
- no coordination loss
- no dizziness
- no hangover
- no addiction or withdrawal
- no mind blurriness, can perform difficult tasks
- no reaction speed decrease
- much greater "resoluteness" boost
- much greater anti social anxiety effect

This is the drug I'm on for 6 years now.
In about 2 years, I will go semi-blind and almost bald. At which point I will probably kill myself unless I find a legitimate reason not to.

Is this a better route than if I had died 6 years ago? Probably yes. I got to be a normie, got to have a gf, even a couple of friends.

Was it worth it? No. None of those things in life that everyone cherish are valuable or meaningful at all. It's all the same noise. I will still end myself because life is not worth living.