>>7440691That's normal for someone who seems to have missed the adolescent stages of development where you learn where you belong. Everyone has a group they jive with. For some it's the nerds others it's the niggers or the jocks but there is a group for everyone. Some float between groups and that's okay for them.
You seem like the type that would be happiest with friends who would talk just enough for you to feel them there but not enough to overwhelm you or completely drain you.
Have you tried taking your hobbies into public?