>>7446676I'm kinda looking forward to it if I'm being completely desu. I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna kill myself. Sometimes I just feel like life is just too boring and not really worth the effort. Almost nothing excites me anymore. I'd like to say almost nothing phases me too, cause that used to be the case, but I've managed to develop social anxiety somehow. I get tense and irrationally worried about what people are thinking about me in group situations. Logically speaking, I don't give a fuck. Emotionally speaking I give all the fucks and it's the most frustrating bitch to deal with. So anyway yeah I don't like going outside.
