I've been working on finding out what I want to do in life for the past few years. No joke I have close to 100 books on this subject. I still cannot understand what to do but I know there is something I'm supposed to find. It's really hard to describe, I guess it's faith in myself?
Iv'e gone from studying psychology to fitness, history to marketing. I even picked up women psychology in an effort to expand my mind. Even though I'm better with women I still don't know what to do.
I even wrote out my interests as a kid, my likes and dislikes, if I had all the money in the world how would I spend my time? I've figured out that I was raised in a very negative, chaotic environment which persists to this day. I feel caught in a catch 22 but I keep placing limitations on myself and what I can achieve.
It's very frustrating and I am desperate for help. Do any of you guys have advice for me? I'm literally at the end of it all. I feel so defeated not knowing what to do.
