>>7484842It's a limbo that nobody can get out of once you feed the void with too many questions. The more you think about it the less sense it makes then your brain develops more and more convenient illusions to make it seem more real and comforting. The nature of getting one shot at life seems so ridiculous to me, we feel pain from it and it makes us question why would something like us be even born in the first place? How can something that questions its own existence, exist in nature? I don't fucking know man, just hang in there. As long as you wake up there's chance for making positive impact happen, i don't know how large the impact will be, but it's what keeps me going. I don't even know your family but i'm thinking now about them, hopefully they are together now, bound together by the time they spent here. No matter what the fuck this world is one thing is true, they were here and they spent time together, they lived together, laughed and cried, that's one thing permanent that cannot be erased no matter how much time will pass. It doesn't even matter if world will forget about them in time. Cause it happened and the fact it happened cannot be erased. Unless some fucking aliens come with technology of erasing spacetime continuum and events, then we are fucked.
