Ok /bant/ you seem pretty smart. Can you help me think about something?

>be me
>have girlfriend
>gf tells me she's going to a party of a friend
>I ask which friend
>"Dany, you don't know him"
>she has said the same with other friends
>start thinking about how she has shit ton of friends
>tfw I have only 1 friend and I don't like him that much
>tfw I'm jealous of my gf for having friends
>tfw I'm gonna die alone

Am I wrong for being jealous of her? All my life I have been alone, I haven't got that many friends because I'm too shy to talk to "the cool ones" and for some reason I'm a magnet for stupid people who I can barely relate.
Thoughts?

>inb4 she cheats on me