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Anonymous ID:ee/r4+0m Sat 23 Feb 2019 12:58:04 No.7552286 View View Reply Original Report

Quoted By: >>7552326 >>7552371 >>7552380 >>7552415 >>7552426 >>7552624 >>7552761 >>7552768 >>7552773 >>7553253

>spend months with a gay guy online
>i fall in love with him
>get rejected...
>he meets my friend
>found out they both have a crush on each other

thanks for reading my blog i guess... :(

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:1Zpmw4zw Sat 23 Feb 2019 12:59:54 No.7552289 Report

Quoted By: >>7552291

Okey.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:ee/r4+0m Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:01:22 No.7552291 Report

Quoted By: >>7552294

>>7552289
i just wanted to let something out... thanks for just being here

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:1Zpmw4zw Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:03:35 No.7552294 Report

Quoted By: >>7552300

>>7552291
No problem, hope you feel better. What do you mean by fall in love though, if I may ask? You sure it wasn't lust?

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:ee/r4+0m Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:05:05 No.7552300 Report

Quoted By: >>7552317

>>7552294
it wasnt. i wanted just to be with him. even if i couldnt fuck him. he meant so much to me. we talked to each other almost everyday. but its hard just being normal best friends when i have feelings for him and being rejected like this

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:3VbWc834 Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:08:47 No.7552306 Report

Quoted By: >>7552313

I'm still here

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:ee/r4+0m Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:09:33 No.7552313 Report

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>>7552306
thanks for being with me. im relaly grateful for you

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:1Zpmw4zw Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:10:40 No.7552317 Report

Quoted By: >>7552319

>>7552300
You wanted to be with him, and being friends isn't enough? So what did you want? What kind of relationship? A non sexual relationship sounds like a friend to me, if you wanted to be closer that sounds like lust. But I have weird feelings about love and lust. So you're upset because he sexually wants someone else?

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:ee/r4+0m Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:12:02 No.7552319 Report

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>>7552317
not sexually. he wanted to bf him. i wanted to much closer to him. i wanted to be his bf. i love him. so i wish i was as close to him as possible

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:1Zpmw4zw Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:15:54 No.7552323 Report

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Okey.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:dE29iiTP Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:17:03 No.7552326 Report

Quoted By: >>7552328

>>7552286
sounds pretty gay fampai

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:ee/r4+0m Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:17:45 No.7552328 Report

Quoted By: >>7552331

>>7552326
it is. i wish it never happened

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:dE29iiTP Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:18:33 No.7552331 Report

Quoted By: >>7552337

>>7552328
why

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:BhrYFM3P Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:18:57 No.7552332 Report

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>talk to internet gay guy for a month
>liek him very much
>recommend him a shitty game where you randomly die by chance all the time
>NEVER RECOMMEND ME GAEMS AGAIN
>okey
wub him anyway

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:ee/r4+0m Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:20:23 No.7552337 Report

Quoted By: >>7552347

>>7552331
because then i will never love him and i wont see him reject me again :(

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:iNXw5NBu Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:20:27 No.7552338 Report

Quoted By: >>7552341 >>7552344 >>7552346

its not possible for homosexuals to feel 'love' for each other
what you're experiencing is an emotional disappointment, perhaps a very strong one
repent and give thanks to God for his longsuffering and the good plan he has for you, and forget what is behind you

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:BhrYFM3P Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:20:58 No.7552341 Report

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>>7552338

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:8yM/Ld6i Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:21:25 No.7552342 Report

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Unsubbed

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:1Zpmw4zw Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:21:41 No.7552344 Report

Quoted By:

>>7552338
Shut the fuck up retarded incel

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:ee/r4+0m Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:22:00 No.7552346 Report

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>>7552338
i loved him. he was my everything. i guess your just gonna joke in this thread anyway...

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:dE29iiTP Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:22:03 No.7552347 Report

Quoted By: >>7552354

>>7552337
it can't be all bad
if he rejected you that must mean you made your intentions clear right
aren't you at least proud you had the balls to do that
most people are too chickenshit

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:ee/r4+0m Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:23:59 No.7552354 Report

Quoted By: >>7552378

>>7552347
yeah... but it still hurts me a lot. since i still spend everyday with him even if i have feelings for him. he was still a dear friend to me. but i wanted it to be more. now he has a crush on someone who has a crush on him. my heart is utterly destroyed. even if i told him i was in love with him he ignored it :(

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:iNXw5NBu Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:27:04 No.7552364 Report

Quoted By: >>7552370 >>7552373 >>7552380 >>7553278

>>.7552346
it sounds to me like you felt something was missing, wanted some sinner like yourself to fulfill that missing thing, and discovered that that was never going to happen anywhere, except in your imagination
the core mistake youre making might be entitlement, the feeling that somehow you deserve to feel ok about yourself, or be loved
no, you dont deserve that, you are a servant of God, a worker who is expected to obey first and foremost

ask God to guide you, he is very humble and very patient

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:3VbWc834 Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:28:56 No.7552370 Report

Quoted By:

>>7552364
what a grand and intoxicating innocence

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:o6XsGIiA Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:29:23 No.7552371 Report

Quoted By:

>>7552286
faggot

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:ee/r4+0m Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:30:26 No.7552373 Report

Quoted By: >>7552376

>>7552364
God can guide me a knife up your ass. please stop pestering me with this shit. if u hate homosexuals this much to fucking muslim land and see how much of a straight paradise it is.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:iNXw5NBu Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:31:33 No.7552376 Report

Quoted By: >>7552381 >>7552383

>>7552373
I hate the sin because it hurts children
you were probably one of those children
and I hate what it will do to the rest of your life

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:dE29iiTP Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:32:18 No.7552378 Report

Quoted By: >>7552383

>>7552354
Yeah that's gonna suck for a while.
Not really much you can do except get better one day at a time

Fagapore(1 of the last 3 straights on /bant/)

Fagapore(1 of the last 3 straights on /bant/) ID:ZYIbwHXG Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:33:14 No.7552380 Report

Quoted By: >>7552390 >>7552395

>>7552364
Matthews 7:3-5
3“Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother’s eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye?4How can you say to your brother, ‘Let me take the speck out of your eye,’ when all the time there is a plank in your own eye?5You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother’s eye.

You will not get anywhere by preaching and condemning everyone, if you have read Peter's works you would know this.

>>7552286
It's okay cutesu, we're here

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:BhrYFM3P Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:33:19 No.7552381 Report

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>>7552376
>15 year old american larps as a preacher on the internet again

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:ee/r4+0m Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:33:46 No.7552383 Report

Quoted By: >>7552386

>>7552376
what are you talking about?
>>7552378
im gonna try to end all possible ways to communicate with him.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:dE29iiTP Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:34:18 No.7552386 Report

Quoted By: >>7552395

>>7552383
That's probably a good idea.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:iNXw5NBu Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:35:23 No.7552390 Report

Quoted By: >>7552399 >>7552405 >>7552427

>>7552380
I can tell by your self righteousness that the crybaby stuff is an act
it is the word of God that condemns you, not me
understand that you will face the consequences of your choices no matter what you believe, this type of sin is among the most destructive

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:ee/r4+0m Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:37:02 No.7552395 Report

Quoted By: >>7552406

>>7552380
thanks. i thought the thread would be discarded since its just me begging for attention. im glad your here with me. i feel so hurt. im glad and hurt to see u here.
>>7552386
i have tried many times before. usually i always get back to him...

Fagapore(1 of the last 3 straights on /bant/)

Fagapore(1 of the last 3 straights on /bant/) ID:ZYIbwHXG Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:37:48 No.7552399 Report

Quoted By: >>7552427

>>7552390
Get off your high horse already.I'm just delivering the message of the good word.Too many have been led astray into self-flagellation and abuse.If you did not cause that, I would let you preach from your pulpit of lies.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:1Zpmw4zw Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:38:41 No.7552405 Report

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>>7552390
Can you please stop? I'm sure you mean well but I think you're going about things the wrong way. You can gently guide people and help people but throwing shit in their face and telling them they're sinful and loveless is not the way to help someone.

Fagapore(1 of the last 3 straights on /bant/)

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Fagapore(1 of the last 3 straights on /bant/) ID:ZYIbwHXG Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:38:48 No.7552406 Report

Quoted By: >>7552407

>>7552395
We all just want to see the best for you, cutesu

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:ee/r4+0m Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:40:22 No.7552407 Report

Quoted By: >>7552410

>>7552406
i cant thank you guys enough. i thought i would be left behind. im so happy to talk to you. but my chest still hurts. im just happy people even care just to talk with me

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:hqX/7zLX Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:40:55 No.7552409 Report

Quoted By: >>7552418

Kill yourself faggot

Fagapore(1 of the last 3 straights on /bant/)

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Fagapore(1 of the last 3 straights on /bant/) ID:ZYIbwHXG Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:41:45 No.7552410 Report

Quoted By: >>7552414

>>7552407
I know it hurts, don't worry, just let out your tears

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:ee/r4+0m Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:43:02 No.7552414 Report

Quoted By: >>7552423

>>7552410
i really cant weep. even if it feels like a dagger was buried deep in my heart. i just cant. i almost do it. but im unable to cry

Fat Nigger

Fat Nigger ID:ugtfYMIX Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:43:04 No.7552415 Report

Quoted By: >>7552421

>>7552286
The moral of the story?
Don't fall for people that you only know as pixels.

Fagapore(1 of the last 3 straights on /bant/)

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Fagapore(1 of the last 3 straights on /bant/) ID:YuW6Wti6 Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:43:17 No.7552418 Report

Quoted By:

>>7552409
Just because you got bullied when you arrived doesn't mean you have to take it out onto others

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:ee/r4+0m Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:45:14 No.7552421 Report

Quoted By:

>>7552415
i never saw it coming... i comforted him. i spent time with him. even if i was sad or depressed. i pretended to be happy just so he could be when he was sad. i sacrificed months of my life just to make him happy... now its all gone

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Fagapore(1 of the last 3 straights on /bant/) ID:YuW6Wti6 Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:45:38 No.7552423 Report

Quoted By: >>7552424

>>7552414
It's okey
We should play some games on steam sometime

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:ee/r4+0m Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:46:30 No.7552424 Report

Quoted By: >>7552430

>>7552423
we could. but these last days have been hell. i cant really play anything anymore.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:CT6EZYqj Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:46:47 No.7552426 Report

Quoted By: >>7552428

>>7552286
>spend months with a gay guy online
If you had any opportunity to meet and didn't its only your fault

Fagapore(1 of the last 3 straights on /bant/)

Fagapore(1 of the last 3 straights on /bant/) ID:YuW6Wti6 Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:48:25 No.7552427 Report

Quoted By:

>>7552399
>>7552390
Sorry that I was angry earlier, I probably could have been more respectful, but you should know, repentance comes after forgiveness,at least biblically.(Even though I disagree with your stance I'm just stating how I feel the appropriate response from you should be)

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:ee/r4+0m Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:48:28 No.7552428 Report

Quoted By:

>>7552426
he was in denmark. i wanted to meet up with him. well its all gone now anyway. its not like he wanted to meet up with someone like me anyway

Fagapore(1 of the last 3 straights on /bant/)

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Fagapore(1 of the last 3 straights on /bant/) ID:YuW6Wti6 Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:50:35 No.7552430 Report

Quoted By: >>7552433

>>7552424
I know of a good homo love story but I dunno if it will make you more upset so let's try and focus on the things that make us happy, yeah?

Me, I like looking at the world around me and watching people go about their daily routine

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:ee/r4+0m Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:52:26 No.7552433 Report

Quoted By: >>7552436

>>7552430
if you really want to tell of that story then thats fine... idk what i do is just be in my room and distract myself i guess

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Fagapore(1 of the last 3 straights on /bant/) ID:YuW6Wti6 Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:54:15 No.7552436 Report

Quoted By: >>7552439 >>7552464

>>7552433
Always raining here
Read at your own expense though
What do you mean by distract yourself?

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:ee/r4+0m Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:55:29 No.7552439 Report

Quoted By: >>7552441

>>7552436
i dont do anything other then entertainment. no work or anything like that. well other then school. but i have vacay now. so i just spend time binging things to not feel empty and meaningless. even more now since this happened

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Fagapore(1 of the last 3 straights on /bant/) ID:YuW6Wti6 Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:56:37 No.7552441 Report

Quoted By: >>7552442

>>7552439
Why don't you set a goal for yourself to create meaning?

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:ee/r4+0m Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:57:41 No.7552442 Report

Quoted By: >>7552445

>>7552441
because idk what meaning i wanna have

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Fagapore(1 of the last 3 straights on /bant/) ID:YuW6Wti6 Sat 23 Feb 2019 13:58:59 No.7552445 Report

Quoted By: >>7552456

>>7552442
Reading?
Charity?
Physical activities?
You really just have to make sure the goal is something you want to be committed to

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:ee/r4+0m Sat 23 Feb 2019 14:02:58 No.7552456 Report

Quoted By: >>7552459

>>7552445
i dont feel like doing anything to be honest

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Fagapore(1 of the last 3 straights on /bant/) ID:YbS2tavB Sat 23 Feb 2019 14:04:31 No.7552459 Report

Quoted By: >>7552460

>>7552456
You have to force yourself to do something, anything before you become a permaNEET
It sucks, terribly.I was a driftless NEET for a year and I never want to go back again, don't ever fall into that hole.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:ee/r4+0m Sat 23 Feb 2019 14:05:24 No.7552460 Report

Quoted By: >>7552463 >>7552477

>>7552459
i wont. i still have education. i still do that. but right now i just dont feel like anything

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Fagapore(1 of the last 3 straights on /bant/) ID:YbS2tavB Sat 23 Feb 2019 14:08:58 No.7552463 Report

Quoted By: >>7552467

>>7552460
Fine but promise me not to skip school or do dumb things like that okey
Please tell us if we can do anything to help
I gotta go now, good night

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:mjNgPON3 Sat 23 Feb 2019 14:09:32 No.7552464 Report

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>>7552436
based

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:ee/r4+0m Sat 23 Feb 2019 14:10:39 No.7552467 Report

Quoted By: >>7552469

>>7552463
you have done a lot already. dont worry. i do go to school. i never skip. im glad. see u

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:ee/r4+0m Sat 23 Feb 2019 14:11:16 No.7552469 Report

Quoted By: >>7552470

>>7552467
fuck i mean i dont skip school. i phrased that horribly wrong

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:ee/r4+0m Sat 23 Feb 2019 14:11:58 No.7552470 Report

Quoted By:

>>7552469
oh... i do go to school. just forget what i wrote. it was just dumb

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:hkG/h26X Sat 23 Feb 2019 14:16:48 No.7552477 Report

Quoted By: >>7552488

>>7552460
I feel sad for you, reading your story. You probably feel betrayed. I understand what you feel on life being meaningless, I am in a similar situation. Well, except for the falling in love thing, I've never felt love for anyone (except for family to some extent). Yeah life can be meaningless, but isn't entertainment a meaning in itself? Why would a life of (mostly) entertainment be bad? If I were you I'd keep on studying while entertaining myself until you find something to eventually. With your brain you can really experience and be anything, daydreaming and escapism is good, it keeps the bad things away. Maybe try to get a pet if you can? That's what I'm trying to do right now. It will create a routine.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:ee/r4+0m Sat 23 Feb 2019 14:20:22 No.7552488 Report

Quoted By:

>>7552477
i will try to make something out my my life. thanks for caring. i hope it goes good for you. i will try to make my bad feelings go away.

Dan

Dan ID:jkgZsZuX Sat 23 Feb 2019 15:15:48 No.7552622 Report

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had kinda the same situation happening to me today, i'm sorry for you dear

Yukari

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Yukari ID:Wu4Gajwj Sat 23 Feb 2019 15:17:52 No.7552624 Report

Quoted By: >>7553308

>>7552286

Hmmmm~, this thread gives me a humorous smirk. How pathetic.

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:5iHFbhXx Sat 23 Feb 2019 15:19:35 No.7552630 Report

Quoted By:

Internet friend relatonships almost never work out

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:8Q1JoRTz Sat 23 Feb 2019 16:04:47 No.7552761 Report

Quoted By:

>>7552286
Don't give up anon!

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:ejtwGpkv Sat 23 Feb 2019 16:07:41 No.7552768 Report

Quoted By:

>>7552286
thats what you get for regularly browsing /bant/ and making threads with anime images like the faggot you are

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:C6JkqVaw Sat 23 Feb 2019 16:08:40 No.7552773 Report

Quoted By:

>>7552286
kys faggot, actually go dress up as a little girl then kys

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:VkvtqRSX Sat 23 Feb 2019 18:28:00 No.7553253 Report

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>>7552286
i always get so annoyed by these idiots posting shit like "OH YOU FUCKING FAGGOT DONT YOU BELIEVE IN GOD?? GO TO CHURCH FAGGOT, LIKE, YOU ARE LITERALLY LIKE SATAN FAGGOT" and then they go to church and pray like "love your brothers and sisters"

No rythm !!PfcppGG/dig

No rythm !!PfcppGG/dig ID:+XrNkrXC Sat 23 Feb 2019 18:35:19 No.7553278 Report

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>>7552364
God is a huge faggot he literally spends all day watching me masturbate from every angle including inside my penis. He also won't stop looking at my ass and is currently inside my buttholes. To top it off he made all his children circumcise themselves because he thinks it looks pretty . He also knows what it is like to have sex with 50 dudes and enjoy it.

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Anonymous ID:ajdQI/n3 Sat 23 Feb 2019 18:43:05 No.7553308 Report

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>>7552624
based

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