There's no way you can find what you wish for. Every relationship is founded on the principle of necessity, whether it's money, prestige, favors or affection, you've got to understand that once someone has got their fill of what they need from you, the only thing to lay in their minds will be to do away with you. The best friend, lover, entertainer and comforter through hardships is none other than you. The sooner you come to terms with that, the less you will needlessly suffer.
