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Anonymous ID:9jMaVRLD Fri 01 Mar 2019 22:46:11 No.7590344 View View Reply Original Report

Quoted By: >>7590355 >>7590362 >>7590410 >>7590426 >>7590568

Should I apply for disability?
I'm such a useless person, never had a real job, never finished highschool, never even kissed a girl. I don't want to die because it's pointless, but living is pointless too. Just less pointless. I can't even talk with people without feeling like crap afterwards, and it always saps away all my energy.
I dunno what to do, bros...
I just dunno...

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:GVZT5GgP Fri 01 Mar 2019 22:47:53 No.7590350 Report

Quoted By: >>7590353 >>7590887

Cope

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:AZ5/usHQ Fri 01 Mar 2019 22:48:12 No.7590352 Report

Quoted By: >>7590355

you sound disabled to me

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:9jMaVRLD Fri 01 Mar 2019 22:48:18 No.7590353 Report

Quoted By:

>>7590350
I'M TRYING sorry for yelling

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:5WQQjxQb Fri 01 Mar 2019 22:48:39 No.7590355 Report

Quoted By: >>7590369

>>7590344
do you think you'll get your disability once you apply for it
>>7590352
based

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:xjeE/7I2 Fri 01 Mar 2019 22:49:18 No.7590362 Report

Quoted By:

>>7590344
Take girl hormones and be someone’s housewife

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:9jMaVRLD Fri 01 Mar 2019 22:50:47 No.7590369 Report

Quoted By: >>7590382

>>7590355
Yeah probably. I have autism even though it's not as obvious since my anxiety makes me very chatty, because silence makes me anxious. I didn't want to apply before because I felt bad about it, but I really am starting to run out of hope for the future...

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:AZ5/usHQ Fri 01 Mar 2019 22:53:56 No.7590382 Report

Quoted By: >>7590394

>>7590369
don't feel bad
its not your fault
having problems isn't easy
you're a good boy

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:9jMaVRLD Fri 01 Mar 2019 22:56:54 No.7590394 Report

Quoted By:

>>7590382
Thank you for saying that

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:46dv6GrW Fri 01 Mar 2019 22:59:55 No.7590410 Report

Quoted By: >>7590424

>>7590344
Depends. I don't know how it works in Norway,
but here in the US, the requirements can be a little strict.

If you think you qualify, I'd say go for it.
I live on disability, and before getting on it,
my life was a nightmare.
I almost ended up homeless do to my inability to function sanely.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:9jMaVRLD Fri 01 Mar 2019 23:03:33 No.7590424 Report

Quoted By: >>7590435 >>7590475

>>7590410
The social worker I talk to said I will probably end up getting it if I apply for it, but if I do, I'm just afraid of what will happen next...
I don't like uncertain things. They make me feel anxious.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:0KhdiRvd Fri 01 Mar 2019 23:03:47 No.7590426 Report

Quoted By: >>7590467

>>7590344
Not trying to be a dick. [legit willing to give feed back] were you raised by a single mom? Sounds like your problems are all sociological and may take effort to force your self out of them. Like bad habits you've grown comfortable with.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:46dv6GrW Fri 01 Mar 2019 23:06:56 No.7590435 Report

Quoted By:

>>7590424
Then go ahead and apply.
If you need help filling out paperwork, ask your social worker.
There's nothing to be scared of.
Paperwork is the only scary thing.
I almost had a panic attack trying to fill it out.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:9jMaVRLD Fri 01 Mar 2019 23:15:42 No.7590467 Report

Quoted By: >>7590507

>>7590426
No both my parents were bastards for different reasons so my grandparents raised me. But they took good care of me and I had enough opportunities to socialize as a child. I just have a hard time reading people and getting my thoughs out in a way people care about or understand, and it makes me really nervous, because talking to someone you don't understand the intentions of, and who you don't know if they understand you correctly is terrifying. I get nothing from it. I've never had friends because I don't understand their intentions, and to be completely honest, the thought of having a life partner turns me to stone. It would be like having this panicked anxiety of trying to read another person's mood and signals all the time or risk losing something really important because I'm a retard.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:PXZGRudw Fri 01 Mar 2019 23:17:40 No.7590475 Report

Quoted By: >>7590478

>>7590424
>afraid of what will happen next...
getting money?

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:9jMaVRLD Fri 01 Mar 2019 23:18:49 No.7590478 Report

Quoted By: >>7590488

>>7590475
No, like being "disabled". How can I explain it to people without them looking at me in a way I can't describe.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:PXZGRudw Fri 01 Mar 2019 23:22:19 No.7590488 Report

Quoted By: >>7590500

>>7590478
do you just mean random people? like if you meet someone and they ask you what you do for work? because if you don't talk to people and have no friends or colleagues, I can't see this being a problem

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:9jMaVRLD Fri 01 Mar 2019 23:28:09 No.7590500 Report

Quoted By: >>7590512

>>7590488
I guess I do. But like you say I don't really meet people unless I'm foced to anyway. I just don't want to be seen as useless, even though I know I am. I know it's dumb.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:0KhdiRvd Fri 01 Mar 2019 23:30:22 No.7590507 Report

Quoted By: >>7590524

>>7590467
I can sympathizes with that. Clearly you're blind when it comes to reading people so you need to not even try. Only rely on sure things.
You should find work [Apply for disability if you want, Normally I don't recommend it. There are no down sides as far as I'm aware but if you do. Don't bring it up with people] After you have that safety net in place. Find work [Anything. Imagine being a fresh out of school kid who is looking for their first job. Sell your self,Look up advice on youtube if you must [mike rowe has some good pointers on that topic alone] Discard the wageslave mindset that can be pushed on this site. You're going to passively learn how to interact with people over time through work. I use to be the same way so just being near by, you'll pick up on things. You'll find openings, but don't say anything because you think you NEED to. Doing all that, people are likely going to think you're just shy, And no body really minds that. Just contain your self, And eventually you'll find you have common interests with other co-workers, making it easier to branch off from there.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:PXZGRudw Fri 01 Mar 2019 23:32:41 No.7590512 Report

Quoted By: >>7590524

>>7590500
I understand, I've been thinking I should apply for disability lately. I called a social worker about it though and they haven't called me back. But it is a frustrating thought; the idea of labeling yourself 'disabled'. I don't want to just give up, but I feel awfully stuck

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:lYXjkj13 Fri 01 Mar 2019 23:36:15 No.7590522 Report

Quoted By: >>7590525 >>7590526

instead of applying for disability just kill yourself desu

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:9jMaVRLD Fri 01 Mar 2019 23:37:08 No.7590524 Report

Quoted By: >>7590557

>>7590507
Thanks for the advice, I appreciate it

>>7590512
Feels like selling my worth as a human for money...

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:46dv6GrW Fri 01 Mar 2019 23:37:13 No.7590525 Report

Quoted By: >>7590531

>>7590522

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:9jMaVRLD Fri 01 Mar 2019 23:37:26 No.7590526 Report

Quoted By: >>7590531

>>7590522
That's pointless.

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:lYXjkj13 Fri 01 Mar 2019 23:39:10 No.7590531 Report

Quoted By: >>7590538

>>7590525
i will bully people who deserve to be bullied
>>7590526
your existence is pointless if you decide to become an unproductive neet

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:9jMaVRLD Fri 01 Mar 2019 23:41:53 No.7590538 Report

Quoted By: >>7590563

>>7590531
Yeah but dying is more pointless than anything. It's the epitome of pointless. Nothing happens, and you lose all your chances to ever do anything which could serve some purpose ever again. The pointlessnes to make all things pointless.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:PXZGRudw Fri 01 Mar 2019 23:49:05 No.7590557 Report

Quoted By:

>>7590524
I dunno, I was thinking of it as a way to just get myself started on something else. But ultimately, doing anything is an investment of your time/worth to get some sort of return. I don't think that gain being monetary is somehow more negative than say, shitposting on 4chin. Money provides more opportunities

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:lYXjkj13 Fri 01 Mar 2019 23:50:08 No.7590563 Report

Quoted By:

>>7590538
that point of view is too self centered
if you continue your path of unproductivity and apply for disability, you take taxpayer money to continue
you also would most likely continue to make blogposts like this, which takes from the quality of bant
if you continue down the path you are going you are nothing but a leech to all those around you, so either kill yourself or do something with your life

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:sbevUd0n Fri 01 Mar 2019 23:50:16 No.7590565 Report

Quoted By: >>7590584

Maybe try some public speaking class. Here in US, we have Toastmasters. A bunch of autists get together and force themselves to talk infront of the group until they get used to it.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:GtNKa7MC Fri 01 Mar 2019 23:50:31 No.7590568 Report

Quoted By: >>7590584

>>7590344
Only apply if you mentally or physically cannot handle a job. I've been on disability for 2 years now for Bipolar and Borderline. They rejected me at first. Had to get a lawyer. So dont be discouraged if you dont get it the first time you apply. They deny just about everyone the first time. Even the physically handicapped.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:9jMaVRLD Fri 01 Mar 2019 23:58:25 No.7590584 Report

Quoted By: >>7590648

>>7590565
That sounds painful but I'll consider it. I want to get better if I can.

>>7590568
That's the problem. I find it incredibly hard to concede that I'm mentally unfit to do anything, even though history has proven to me that most things I try, I end up failing precisely because of this autism. I hate it. I hate it so much. It's like half my brain works as it should and the other half has a grudge against me and wants me to suffer. And because part of me doesn't work as it should, all of me has to sit on the sideline. Yet I know full well if I get back in there and try, I will fall, I will suffer, and I will become even further depressed and anxious.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:PXZGRudw Sat 02 Mar 2019 00:08:48 No.7590648 Report

Quoted By: >>7590697

>>7590584
if you really want to get better you have to stop trying to rationalize these things and really work hard to improve yourself. expect failure, sure, but not trying to do anything and isolating yourself will most likely expedite becoming more depressed and anxious

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:PXZGRudw Sat 02 Mar 2019 00:22:19 No.7590697 Report

Quoted By:

>>7590648
Not trying to get down on you at all, and I'm not even saying things will get better. Just if you really want to try, you have to take yourself seriously

FloridaBoi

FloridaBoi ID:iDmZlY+K Sat 02 Mar 2019 01:09:12 No.7590843 Report

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I don't know, You are going to die anyways so just speed up the process. Useless people may as well die faster instead of leeching off taxpayers. If everything is pointless then nothing you do will accumulate to something worth living. You end up just being a consumer to the world, producing nothing of value for anyone around you.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:p+V+ikFx Sat 02 Mar 2019 01:24:03 No.7590887 Report

Quoted By:

>>7590350
t. Korbo incel

Suebi

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Suebi ID:iHUaxdIk Sat 02 Mar 2019 01:25:38 No.7590893 Report

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You should apply for the army, all your victimism would go away pretty quickly

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:gqMD8Kto Sat 02 Mar 2019 01:27:17 No.7590902 Report

Quoted By:

Look up "actualized.org" self help... consciousness work, you'll sort yourself out in no time...or don't believe me

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:lNab7kDD Sat 02 Mar 2019 03:53:00 No.7591448 Report

Quoted By:

Feel better, friend.

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