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>me be
>girlfriend and I have been talking about having a child
>always wanted a girl, and in general have had very strong emotional feelings about being a father since teens
>probably due to father not being in my life
>looking at “scary” top ten videos
>typical shit about weird sounds, strange dissaperances etc etc
>one of the videos mentions a dentist, who would remove an excessive amount of teeth from children
>shows video of young boy screaming bloody murder, strapped to his chair kicks as his mother watches on in horror
>imagine what it would be like to be in the parents position
>rage encompasses my entire being
>seething anger until I fall asleep
>since then been having nightmares about a daughter Ive never had being abused or killed
>every night waking up sweating profusely or crying
Why am I so retarded
>girlfriend and I have been talking about having a child
>always wanted a girl, and in general have had very strong emotional feelings about being a father since teens
>probably due to father not being in my life
>looking at “scary” top ten videos
>typical shit about weird sounds, strange dissaperances etc etc
>one of the videos mentions a dentist, who would remove an excessive amount of teeth from children
>shows video of young boy screaming bloody murder, strapped to his chair kicks as his mother watches on in horror
>imagine what it would be like to be in the parents position
>rage encompasses my entire being
>seething anger until I fall asleep
>since then been having nightmares about a daughter Ive never had being abused or killed
>every night waking up sweating profusely or crying
Why am I so retarded
