>>7618167Hey man what you wrote is really good. The fact that you can write down and clearly state how you feel and what you are tells me that deep down you know that you can make it. You know that with just a little bit of effort you'll make it. Instead of being on the internet learn a new skill like music or cooking or whatever it doesn't really matter. Focus on things other than the internet that bring you joy. There is always hope and better yet listen to this. Would you rather (like you said) end up old and regretful for wasting a whole life or end up old and say "at least I gave it my all" just think about it. You don't need to be great but let the greatness that's already within you out.
