>>7643130You need to make a deal with God to drop all the bullshit and become an enemy of the world forever. To forever find fakeness, falsity, deceit, to be abhorrent, and to stop partaking of it - even in your own mind as you begin to unwind your Ego and cognitive dissonance. You need to embrace love. You need to become driven by it, as it is the strongest force in the universe. And you need to embrace Faith, that to God, and to Love, nothing is impossible. You must believe.
In such purity, and honest, heartfelt passion for greater good and greater light, and an openness to it's raw power, can one find spiritual abilities manifesting.
But people will dislike you. Sorta like they disliked Christ and nailed him to a fucking cross. The world has a tolerance factor for purity well, well, WELL below where you need to get to, and then you become a mirror to them, a reflection of their own corruption and it will inspire the worst emotions they have to come to the surface.
The ride of life is not random mathematical chaos. Gentle hands guide the chaos, and from where they stem nobody truly knows, only can feel in their gut they stem from some higher source, or God.
Everything is alive. Everything is composed of consciousness. And you are a tangled mess yourself.
I have long since passed the point where I discovered my nakedness, that I was utter, purest, vilest filth. The sort of self-hate that can rot a hole right through your heart in seconds, and yet you still are expected to overcome, and embrace faith that even in all your error, and disgust, that Light and Beauty can be born in you.
The level of responsibility you will be expected to burden is enormous and beyond the imagination of most people. And I have still not finished seeing it's expanse and adapting to it.
Good luck.
