>>7667831The worst part about staring at the abyss is knowing that it has been staring back at you this whole time. That it has a name, this “Satan” we blame for all our problems but that’s a half truth. The rest of it is that our people gave into the temptation long before the boomers. What do we do? Just die? I never asked to be born. I want to be more than just a few good nostalgiac memories then darkness.
We must long for the light, the way, the truth. Where does that longing come from? It’s inherent somewhere deep down, but I never had the discipline to adhere to any of it myself.
This “Jesus Christ” turned from a wage from Pascal to a relationship. In midst all of this abohrency there is a love from our Creator. I wanted to check out long ago but Heaven is the reason I am still hanging on today.
I was born from simple Bible/believing farmers, generations and generations. All normies. Something happened with me, it’s different but it’s mine. I hope that I can put it to good use for you guys and show you that it’s all worth living. It’s precious. I’ve seen how people really enjoy life, it’s just always right out of my grasp but I get to on the tips of my fingers sometimes. My thoughts about the majority of my kin on this board no matter what they say about me:
>to die by your side my brothers, is such a heavenly way to die. I hope to see you in heaven.
