I'm just done, I'm just so fucking done. I've made so many gestures but does she even show much appreciation for them? No. I told her how important it was that we meet this week, and speak on the phone, but surprise surprise, neither of them happen.
I just made one final gesture today but the whole reaction to it, I'm just so fucking done.

Don't ever start relying on anyone other than your close family to bring happiness to you, because they'll just not be bothered about you sooner rather than later.
Live for yourself, focus on your goals, achieve what you desire. Put yourself first rather than other people, which is what I have done basically all my life. People are selfish and always put themselves first, took me over 20 years to learn that lesson.