>>7688654I don't remember *exactly* how it felt (it was more than 8 years ago, after all). It felt like the last minutes of edging for a couple of hours, or like a second orgasm right after the first one, but the feeling was more... ethereal, it felt softer and lighter than just a rough orgasm nowadays. Not as raw, I mean. Don't know how to describe it, but at the moment of release my whole consciense just filled with that pleasure for a few seconds.
Also, for the whole time I felt like I was doing something forbidden,m breaking the taboo for myself, even though at the moment I knew for many years what exactly masturbation is, and that almost all men are doing this. Was thinking "well, here I am, joining in now, at last".
For a couple of weeks after that the feeling was still kind of new to me, felt very soft, but very strong, too, but I started to get used to it afterwards.
Also, maybe it could have been made even more pleasurable if I was watching or imagining something at that moment, but I was just too overwhelmed with pleasure to even think about anything.
