>>7695072you don't sound psychopathic to me, dude. There are a lot of ways to bond with a partner other than sex.
Another possibility is to find a partner that you love enough and are comforatable enough with to talk about this with, and try to overcome it together. It's possible that all it takes is positive reenforcement. I'm not saying it's going to cure whatever disorter you have, but it might help lessen this specific symptom to the point where you can enjoy sex.
It'll take time to find that right person, whether you choose to go without sex and find an asexual partner, or try to find someone to help you through overcoming your sexual problems, but it can happen for you. All you have to do is treat people with kindness and understanding, which while lacking the degree of empathy found in others, it seems like you have the capability to do. I truly believe you can live a happy life.